Dear God, I try to live in a dream world. Please change me to feel comfortable to live in the real world.

PRETTY WOMAN (1990)

when i was a little girl, my mama used to lock me in the attic when i was bad, which was very pretty often, and i would-i would pretend i was a princess..trapped in a tower by a wicked queen. And then suddenly this knight, and a white horse with these colors flying would come charging up and draw his sword. And i would wave. And he would climb up the tower and rescue me. But never in all the time.. that i had this dream the knight say to me, Come on baby, i will put you up in a great condo.

i heart wolf!

i'd like to see a wolf in a real life.

i've seen them only in the pictures.

btw, thanks to Reza Pahlevi, i look like a bitchy-wolf in this picture. lol

we used to know things about each other, but i think now that previlege has somehow expired. When we stop seeing each other on a daily basis its no longer clear how much we are allowed to know-but even then, we didnt know everything. there were secrets, or things we didnt trust each other with. We still talked, though. We talked about the things we considering we believing in. But know, because looking back makes us dizzy, we'll probably never speak again. Not like real people, anyway.

somebody

i want somebody to share

share the rest of my life

share my innermost thoughts

know my intimate details

someone who stand by my side

and give me support

and in return

she'll get my support

lyrics by : depeche mode

you're in my every minute in my everyday

why do people have to change?

okay, so it's time, 2010 is here.

do i need a plan to make a resolution to be a better me?

idk where 2009 went, but i believe that i can honestly say that i'm happy it's gone.

this is 2010, the year of change.

OLD-FASHION ROMANCE

this is not a fairy-tale.

happy-endings are stories that havent finished yet.

i just love writing plans, lists, and memories, don't you?

i find myself thinking of reasons why i need a vacation.

BECAUSE

i start to avoid saying more than "hello" or "how are you doing" to someone because i know its going to lead their life story.

but i still keep thinking that,

NEXT TO YOU IS THE BEST PLACE TO GO!

i've been pretty mellodramantic lately.
i've been able to write some pretty neat stuff while expriencing a lot of pain.

smokey-eyes

smoking

skull

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

FOR THOSE PEOPLE I HATE THAT MOST!

i've been listening the music that i get from one of my friend, Alkindi.

1. Mirroir Mirroir - Desire
2. Only Love Can Break Your Heart - The Sigit
3. Wellmore to Morissey - That's Rockefeller
4. And I Love Him - Shirley Horn (Nouvelle vague)
5. I Guess Its Gonna Rain Today - Sondre Lerche.
6. Goodnight - Sondre Lerche
7. Hero - Regina Spektor
8. Young Bride - Midlake
9. Good Enough For You - Dodgy
10. Im Leaving You Because I Dont Love You - Jens Lekman

and so on and so on. too many to mention.

awesome compilation, dude!

thanks for the cd.

before
after

I heart Eliza Permata, one of my best girl.
She just cut her hair.
It looks gorgeous with her tanning skin.
I kinda miss her too much.
but
She's living in Netherland, now.

yell it to myself!

i love this badass quotes

"You have an angel's face but heaven knows your heart."
- Henry VII

"More of your conversation would infect my brain."
- Coriolanus

"Have your mouth fill'd up before you open it. "
- Henry VII

ALICE DELLAL

Asymmetric hair is back from the 80's.

She has an incredible style.

I think she's gonna be the next Miss Moss.