Alala!

SHENNY

For some reason I really really like the idea of shane and jenny, rather then carmen being with either of them, sure carmen is stupid hot, but there really is something i can't describe about shane/jenny. Like they connect on some weird level that nobody else does.

I have a recurring dream, where I’m lying on my back on the grass, looking at a starry night sky. it is very peaceful, and then I hear a voice. then for a moment, I understand the meaning of life and why I am here. Then i wake up. Once I wake up, I forget the meaning of life. This is such an accurate reflection of my life. I am living in an illusion, and just as I see the meaning, it disappears. I cant take this anymore.